.... yellow brick road to the "final frontier," blogging on the device I'm with most often. That last is why sometimes you must be Alone with Yourself. When you find your phone in your hand and you had just plugged in to recharge and get something else done.... oh yes it is important to be resting, not reading, just .... being. At those times when the noise of the "world" overwhelms, do something different that requires using your hands, brain, eyes, ears.... in a different way. Meanwhile the subconscious mind is busily "problem solving" without your conscious "interference." Finally, a few months ago it occurred to me that I might be able to read or share this via my tablet. Then I found the compose function. Months later I find the reader and my blog title becomes phone app icon... this morning a friends question about blogs made me wonder... and so here I am. I think little (that Word) by little I'm making some progress through the damage called Chemo Brain. Easy going in, tougher coming out... it's always tough coming out.
Oh so read over the past three years, easy? Nah... and these "maintenance infusions, " augh, it's still a ripper. Whew... I always thought it was just the Bendamustine, but the prednisone/rituximab ride is a whomper! Nonetheless I'm trying to use this tool to my advantage.
So the adventure continues, this may explain my long absence from this venue, all it's up and down and believe me, rarely ever boring...
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