...sometimes it's hard to know. Like what font setting this is on, it looks huge. Well my recent rituxin maintenance infusion was not as easy as previous infusions (and those only barely resemble a picnic because I got a nice little box lunch and snacks, it's the only time I mix a short can of Sprite with Ocean Spray cranberry cocktail...), the prednisone ride, while usually more fun, jacked my heart rate and blood pressure way up and held it there like Bugs Bunny in that gag https://youtu.be/zy5f87-kl8c with the opera singer, and the fear that I might stroke out and die was all too real and not mere anxiety.
I'm reading all these new reports come out that confirm what we earth hugging "hippies" warned about but were blown off like the climate change deniers blow now. Yes, I told you so, and it was allowed to go on anyway (well I know whattayagonnado anyway it's bigger than us let's go get a pizza and a 12 pack...) yeah it's bigger, well it's fucking huge now like that 2nd head on that guys shoulder... wait till it starts talking back, then what? Oh wait. It's now the republican tea party, augh...!
Yeah it's been a ride (8 seconds my ass), here come the stooges. I get no thrill from seeing so many people get sick and die. This ain't no video game, they don't get rebooted like nothing ever happened and you get to muligan again, and again, and...
So, really, this is serious shit, you might be better off jobless and homeless, because they'll take it all from you for the treatment to save your life, since they won't even cover a retired cop with a terminal disease (much cheaper if he dies anyway, pay his widow from the annuities on his retirement, you think they don't make money on that? Boy are you naive). I'm not sorry if I sound cynical, this is reality, albeit candy coated for this space, you belivers in Rump or $hillary or even that nice civil rights activist who tried to change things from the inside... naive. You really think the bums don't run things? We wonder why we just figured out that "bullying" is a national problem. What? Are you fucking kidding me? It's a National Fucking Institution. Like religion and war and racism and... I mean it's EVERYWHERE! And people condone like it's as natural as... nature. So... you say it teaches you to be strong huh? No... it teaches you to like it while being raped so you don't get it worse.
I'm not being nice today, I gave it up for Lent (no I'm not even Catholic) I'm being HONEST. Good thing this is a Free Country and you can speak your mind.
I'll let that digest a while...
