So.... let's see if this works, this pad thing. See I went and learned to type. Yes, with more than one finger. So this peck and text stuff.... is regressive. No, texting is "Morse code," simple messages. Writing is... nearly a lost art. This is slower than.... no wonder they call it a "tablet." Not quite chiseled stone, may it last longer in cyberspace.
Just checking in here b's and g's, it's been a while I know, still, nothing is like it used to be... actually some things are better (!), or my enjoyment has increased, could be a matter of perspective. Even Fluff is up and she seems restless.... maybe it's me. I get the impression she's waiting for me.... oh yes, she does like the other kibble downstairs.
So, is it hunger or the anxiety about being hungry that moves us to find food? We don't hunt when we're hungry, but when we know we're going to be. No, you shouldn't shop if you haven't eaten because you seek gratification not meal planning. Shopping when salivating doesn't lead to good diet. No, it leads to "fast-food" which leads eventually to your Dr's. office.... uggg. Because something went wrong, oh you were doing the right things, yeah, sorta, shortcuts... now they call them "hacks" (not a noun) a verb now, to save time. Well I'll grant they probably make repetitive tasks quicker (A+) the idea of a hack or hacking is something you did to a field of brambles, or a person of little skill who gets past the locks. Well it simply is not a shiny term. Personal guide in my life, hack is not something I want to do unless it's a hairballl.... yuck! If I'm at this long enough I'll make it to the morning news, and coffee....
I've heard that sleep is disrupted after a stroke, sometimes I sleep... good enough I think, other times short, maybe 4 hours, maybe 6. Yes, I take Tart Cherry juice in my chamomile tea... so at times, even mostly, I do okay.
Usually anxiety is a "pre-response" to a threat against your well being. Motivational to mobilize. Protect... but what is the threat? Is it within me, is it something I can fight, change, replace, move? Unknown. Or unverified.... oh but what to believe and how serious is it? Bad enough....? to lose sleep over. Well, I have alot to do yet, not that it really matters, but it might... have you seen Interstellar? Talk about a long-shot-hope.... maybe, like a message in a bottle.
(To Be Continued)
